Christmas Day

Today is Christmas day! I am at my grand parents. I have not been here for Christmas since before my parents separated eighteen years ago. So I have not been here since I was thirteen. It is kind of weird being here, but I am enjoying myself for the most part. The hardest part is not having my own place to hide. I have noticed that I do that a lot and need it to relax and be comfortable. I am also following my meal plan which is also very isolating. Right now everyone is upstairs eating breakfast. I love breakfast. Besides eating and talking there is not a lot to do up here. I have still been going for my walks. Yesterday I walked in downtown North Bay. This meal plan is not easy, there fore I hope it really works. Christmas just dosen't feel right for some reason.